I’m feeling pretty inspired today. Maybe it’s off the back of the yoga session I just finished or because I met up with my Dad earlier, or a combination of the both but I really feel like the Universe is a magical thing and that anything is possible if I put my mind to it. I’ve been watching it at work for the past six months or so and it is so inspiring how it conspires to make everything just as it should be. And the more I take notice, the deeper I look internally and the more I believe, the more that is revealed to me.
I am still massively a work in progress but I feel the results of the work that I am putting in. I am also really inspired by the results of the people close to me. Watching what they are producing is pushing me to do better, to work harder, to look deeper. I want to be the best version of me that I can be
I’m still very up and down, it’s not easy at all. Some days I feel like I can change the world; other days I feel like I’ve taken a massive step backwards. One day I feel zen like, like nothing can faze me and the next I am hit like a bolt from the blue with an uncontrollable rage. I’m trying just to observe it all without judgement. I try to remind myself that I am only human and that I am not exempt from human emotion; I am just trying harder not to let it control me and to learn from my mistakes.
I’m definitely improving though. Things that in the past would have pushed me to do something that I regret, barely register now; or if they do, it is momentary and I recover from them much quicker. I’m also trying to me more compassionate of others. In the past I have been quick to judge but now I try to remember that we are all on our own journey and we are all where we are meant to be. I also don’t know what internal battles others are fighting and so I try to presume that everybody is doing their best with what they know at that time.
Who knows how long this optimism will last. Whatever comes tomorrow I’ll try to welcome it for what it is, a lesson that I need to learn in my journey onwards and upwards.